A moment in time..

I had a playback moment tonight.
It's amazing what a glass of wine, time and tiredness can do. I hate to say it but the boyfriend has been trying his hardest to get my attention...I just ain't been to the computer to socialize until now. But anyway back to the "moment"..
Sitting blasting music out.. its Friday night after all.. and I want to party before I go completely crazy, and a song comes on from a long time ago.. one in fact that I thought that I had taken off of my computer. Not because I don't like it, but because it makes these memories come back to me. Anyway it starts playing, I start to listen, then realize, I am still pining over someone who just used me to fill a gap in his life there at the time.  And in the meantime, that fairy tale has ended. I have another chapter of my life and I am not writing that straight at the moment. I could end up being the princess just like I want to be.. but I am not even giving him the chance to show me this. Does this mean that I have finally "woken up"?