2021

Well looking through it seems I only managed to write one post the whole of last year. So much happened, and I just lost interest in everything. 

My mother died in August. There were still unsaid things I had to tell her. I do take some comfort in that she managed to answer her questions about God. I think she made herself ready to die. Having no fear of what to come somewhat settled her. 

So I ended the year declaring myself bankrupt. I am waiting for the paperwork to go through and then spend the next 5 years credit less. I can do this.. have done before when the kids dad messed me around. Just hate the fact that I will not have a "back up"

Nearly paid for Jamaica holiday, hoping we can still go.. sorta looking forward to it.