I feel like a hamster...

You know... the little hamster that goes around and around in his little wheel thing.. I often watched my brothers ones when I was at home wondering how they could be so dumb as to actually think that they were going somewhere.
That is exactly how I feel right now.
My life is just going around and around..or rather I am going round and round... I sleep.. wake up..pack lunches.. rush the kids out the house to school.. work..work..work... more work... long, long day because the job is just so boring...run to the shop.. pick up dinner... run up to the school... pick up kids.. get home.. cook dinner.. rush kids in bath..wash dishes.. load laundry.. rush kids to bed.. pass out.. and rinse and repeat the next day. I have no me time to do anything.. and then when I do..the boyfriend is complaining I never have time for him.. *sigh*
I currently hate my life..
My son's performance was brilliant. Was a really good night out.  Made me proud watching him, and I really think that he has found something that will keep his attention for longer than five minutes!
The eldest is getting all excited about the imminent move, he is already planning on what furniture and things he is going to be getting.
I been surprised by the second son. He has actually "stuck" at school. (Uni) He was sounding off about all the homework he has to do, but at the moment he is handling it..hope he keeps it up.
So we are all off either this week end or next to the circus. I seem too remember some previous trips that were quite disappointing actually, so hoping that I wont be wasting money.
Other than the hamster feeling, I think my spirits are ok. Not had many arguments with the Ex helps, he seems to have decided that he is going to try and be "nice" for a change.. we will see.. Haven't had much time for anything so haven't really been anywhere to let my hair down. I don't even get a holiday to look forward too, as I haven't been in the job long enough... and guess what Monday is bank holiday and I still have to go in :( My friend is taking her kids to Florida next week.. lucky them! Maybe I should pull sick.. hmmm now there's a thought..

Anyway I need to relax so going too go crash.. take care of you..