And again..

I need to mark today. I need to mark the inevitable (20:38pm) I got told that "I don't think we should be romantically linked at the moment, lets just stay friends" I knew it was coming.. I felt it.. things haven't been good for a long time.. not even while he was here.. it was a forced effort to do anything. Now I don't know what I feel.. I mean..I had the angry.. sad and guilty.. but now.. I am not even numb. Confused nope.. fed up more like. But now I feel like I probably can sort out my own head. I dunno... (19th July)